you have to say it.. get you were angry .. but you shouldve thought about what those words mean to a person.. hearing it .. reading it .. both hurt the same .. but worst is knowing that the thought crossed through your mind .. But if you actually thought about it you would realize that it should be me saying it to you.. you know why ..
(Source: ipretendahappiness-idontfeel)
Being told that your only 17 you have your whole life to do things .. why would you want to do that… bugs me.
I never thought i would end up here .. sure your right i have my whole life ahead of me but who says i have to do things your way? I am fully capable of making my own decsions .. just sucks that you to have a choice in this.. you tell me its ( my choice ) but then give me no other option because of how you said you would deal with the outcome.. well go fuck yourself.. no one said it was going to be easy .. no one said we werent gunna struggle .. no one said we wouldnt cry .. but the one thing we did say is we would get through this together .. so its time.
xox.
Have you ever wondered what it was like to have someone elses life in your hands? ..
I know .. exactly what its like to see them cry .. to have them sit there and try to convince you everythings going to be okay if you do things their way.. and if not then they were going to take their own life .. i never really thought i could care about a person so much that hearing those words actually hurt me.. not just emotionally i felt sick to my stomach and still to this day have no clue why.. some people say its a phycological thing.. having the pressure .. being forced to choose between what you really want .. and what someone else thinks is better for you.. not being able to think straight because everytime your phone dosent go off with a response youre scared he did something stupid… having to bring yourself through life is hard enough without having someone elses life in your hands ..
xox..
(Source: b3llab3tch618)
Blessed are the hearts that can bend, they shall never be broken…But I wonder…If there’s no breaking, then there’s no healing. And if there’s no healing, then there’s no learning. And if there’s no learning…then there’s no struggle. But the struggle is a part of life you learn from them .. you grow from them .. you become a better person because of them.. so let your heart bend break and heal because in the end it will make you stronger.
xox.
There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path while others tell you who you are? Or will you label yourself? Will you be honored by your choice? Or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up..
xox.
xox.”
(Source: d3ad-weight)
(Source: dead-lemons)
I remember when i told you..
the crying ..
the screaming ..
the blaming ..
running through my head like it was yesterday..
People say that life gets better … but how long do you have to wait, how much pain does one person have to go through before it gets better.
xox.
